Intro

Warning: This is one of my explicit posts! If you’re unwilling to read about sexual stuff I greatly recommend you take the red pill and continue 😉

Sexual desire is a feeling that many (if not all) of us feel on a regular basis. Most of us know it’s powerful but I’m not certain if we know exactly how powerful sexual desire can be. It’s so powerful, and it’s such a controlling force in so many people’s lives that I want to write about it and lay my findings on the table for you!

Why Is This Important?

Why should we care about how powerful sexual desire is? Isn’t it simply something amazing that should be capitalized on/left to be what it is?

I think it’s important to talk about this because many of us are controlled by our sexual desire, and because their pursuit for sexual gratification ultimately destroys/takes over their life. Sexual desire is something healthy and pleasurable for many of us, but for some it’s manifesting as a detrimental energy instead of a positive/regenerative energy, and these are the people I want to write to 🙂

Sigmund Freud

Sigmund Freud was one of the most famous and effective psychoanalysts in the history of mankind, and I simply want to point out that he equated suppressed sexuality as a sole cause of any psychological problem that anyone could possess. This theory was found to be mostly incorrect by his student Carl Jung, however this is exactly how powerful sexual desire is – that is, one of the most skilled and insightful psychoanalysts in history thought it to be the root of all psychological disease.

It’s very possible that our psychological problems could be caused by sexual suppression, at least in part. It’s often the case that psychological problems, and especially the solutions to these problems, don’t have much or anything to do with sexuality. I’ve personally experienced this so I understand that it’s accurate 🙂

Usually It’s Subconscious

When sexual power is controlling our lives in a detrimental way there is usually one common theme between each and every problem: the thoughts, beliefs, and feelings causing the issue are subconscious!

So for example, let’s say you’re a hard worker, and/or you’re willing to work for long periods of time throughout the day. You’re single, but a sexual person comes into your life and seduces you. You stop working so hard, you spend more and more time with them, you spend a ton of money to take them out and be with them… 

But it turns out that they’re unable to support themselves and that they want you to support them! You accept, and the two of you try to work it out but you’ll eventually have to break up because you have to work as hard (if not harder) than you used to and they’re taking the money and not really giving anything back. Something like that often doesn’t work in the long term.

This is one of the many possible scenarios that can occur because of subconscious sexual beliefs and energy. If the worker in our story knew that all they wanted was a good sexual partner all along they would have saved some time, money, and pain in the long run by consciously balancing what they wanted to do and what they needed to do.

What We Can Do

While sexual desire is extremely powerful we can still control our thoughts, beliefs, and feelings! 

What we shouldn’t do is suppress our sexual desire. We are subtly (and sometimes not-so-subtly) encouraged to do so by religion, the corporately-minded, and many other people/events in our life, but instead we should become conscious about everything that has to do with our sexual desire! This means asking ourselves the question, “what are my sexual desires and why?” and following through by answering ourselves as honestly as we possibly can. Being conscious of ourselves is a good idea anyway so I commend you for doing this 🙂

After we answer the questions and become fully conscious of our sexuality we then have 2 options: we can leave it be as it is or we can change our preferences/create new beliefs and turn-ons! This is especially helpful to know if we have detrimental sexual beliefs and/or turn-ons because once we become conscious of them we can choose to change them!

Final Thoughts

Something I’ve noticed is that crappy starch (chips, fries, etc) makes my gut inflamed and therefore kills (or inhibits) any sexual desire I felt before I ate it. I’m not sure if this is the same for you but I recommend staying off of stuff like that, especially if you’re about to do the subconscious work I outlined above. Foods with healthy starch include real potatoes and real rice!

Also, once you feel what I like to call “regenerative sexuality” and “regenerative passion,” you can act within that energy and enjoy it with little to no problems whatsoever. To me regenerative sexuality and passion  feels like serotonin, DMT, testosterone, and oxytocin combined 🙂

Conclusion

Thank you for reading my article! This stuff is important to me so I appreciate your attention, and I’ll see you in the next post!

Intro

When I was younger I used to believe that language was simply a way that two people talked with each-other to convey information, but as soon as I realized that some animals “spoke” and communicated by changing colors I knew something was up! I chose to dive into the question, “what exactly is language?” and go as far as I possibly could… Here’s what I found.

What Is Language?

We often think of a language as a tongue or a dialect that people speak in, “she speaks the Japanese language.” I see, however, that language is simply a small part of a much larger concept altogether: communication.

So while we have different ways of communicating, language is often considered the verbal and written form of such communication, although the two words can also be used interchangeably. Language is the same across all dialects in the sense that it serves as a transfer of knowledge, understanding, and mental imagery. When I write the sentence “the city of Atlantis” I am attempting to awaken a certain image in your imagination, one of the famous lost city. 

Some of us transfer concepts that are mirrors of our physical reality, for example, “when you turn right at the stoplight you’ll see it on the left.” Some of us transfer concepts and feelings that, when strung together, make a wonderful story, such as a fiction writer. Some of us transfer concepts that mirror metaphysical reality, and the more enlightened/aware someone is the more profound their communication!

Why Communicate? Why Not Be Silent?

Some people teach that being silent is a great way to become enlightened, for example, “meditate by yourself in a dark room with no noise and nobody else around you.” However, when you’re doing this you’ll often come across subconscious thoughts that are trying to communicate something to you! So are you supposed to suppress or ignore them? No! So what’s the deal here?

Often when we wish silence/to be silent, when we meditate in a dark room, we are looking for another form of communication rather than true silence. We’re looking to experience suppressed feelings/thoughts, or otherwise we’re looking to experience communication that’s transcendental/of a positive nature from within. This is why we communicate – we communicate because we desire to give and receive regenerative and conscious feelings, mental images, and understanding. And why not? Why not enjoy our time here and expand our consciousness? 🙂

Effective Ways of Communicating vs. Non-Effective Ways of Communicating

When thought about it in a certain perspective, everything is communication, but this does not suffice as an accurate explanation.

I know a person who feels chronically insecure and angry at the same time. He’s also proud of his ignorance, and those three things aren’t a good combination but that’s how he is nonetheless. He communicates his insecurity and anger subconsciously through his actions, body language, and tone of voice; his kind of communication is the perfect example of ineffective communication. We can see and hear what he’s saying but since his communication is subconscious we can’t really help him as much as we want to.

Effective communication, on the other hand, is “conscious” communication, and I’ll explain what I mean. When I have a dream the images play themselves out like a movie, the sounds are usually appealing/helpful, and I feel quite intense while I’m having the dream. When I wake up I often get the message, usually it’s a subconscious part of myself telling me something.

This suggests that visual, heard, and felt communication are the most effective kinds of communication if the sights, sounds, and feelings are appealing, intense and/or pleasant, and if the ultimate message that’s being conveyed is conscious and regenerative.

Final Thoughts

I personally love using communication (and to a lesser extent, language) to invoke positive and pleasurable feelings as well as conscious and regenerative imagery. I’m almost 100% positive that this is the best application of communication, that is, to either point to something great or to create/be the greatness itself.

It also seems like there’s something past communication, like the entirety of the act itself can be transcended into something better. I suppose the thing that we transcend into is understanding itself, and then what is beyond understanding?

Conclusion

Thank you for taking the time to read my article! I truly appreciate you being here, and I’ll see you in the next post 🙂

Intro

The individuation process is something that, while painful, strange, and sometimes overwhelming, is one of the more important things you can do in your life! It helps bring you from a state of unconsciousness to a state of self-awareness, and my argument is that self-awareness is worth the process it often takes to reach it!

What Is The Individuation Process?

Carl Jung was a famous psychoanalyst who lived in the late 1800s and early 1900s. Some argue that he was (and still is) the greatest and most effective psychoanalyst in the history of mankind, and the reasoning for these assertions became clear after I read his books! He was (at least) a genius, and I make this conclusion after the application of his methods played a role in healing/integrating someone who was as broken as I was. It’s one of those instances where if his methods could help me they definitely have a high chance of helping you!

His method called the individuation process isn’t necessarily a method, rather it was him writing down a set of conclusions based on what he observed in himself and others. The details of the process and the process itself is different for each individual, however he observed some common patterns experienced by many of the people who began such a journey. These are:

The Shadow Archetype

The Anima/Animus

The Self

The shadow archetype is an archetype composed of all of the traits you suppress, deny, and/or ignore within yourself. Jung observed that integrating these traits is often (if not always) the first stage of the individuation process and arguably the most important. Consciously integrating your shadow allows you to gain control of it instead of the other way around, and I’ve personally experienced this.

The anima is the feminine component of the male and the animus is the masculine component of the female. The man projects his anima onto the females of his life and the woman projects her animus onto the males of her life, and integrating this part of yourself is another step towards becoming psychically whole.

Then there’s the self. The self is described as the wholeness of your psyche, which is distinguished from the ego (the ego is a part of the totality of the psyche). It’s often represented by the wise old man and woman, although personally I experience it as source.

These three landmarks (mindmarks?) are common to experience in one form or another, although most (if not all) of the individuation process happens differently for you than for everybody else. This process also seems to bring different people to different “endstates,” and I describe an endstate as a state of mind that’s at or near the end of the individuation process, and it is a state in which one can be considered to be enlightened.

Why It’s So Important

The most notable change I experienced throughout this process was how much true bliss I began to feel. Before I started I was quite the anxious mess, and 3 years later the experience is quite different in a good way! When people talk about enlightenment I don’t know if they understand what they’re talking about – yes, part of it is sunshine and rainbows, but another part of it is coming to terms with the darker, ignored, more sinister parts of life; even the buddha saw the streets beyond his father’s castle before he reached his enlightenment! Perhaps this isn’t always the case, but I suspect that facing and integrating the less desirable aspects of your personality will provide you with much meaning, positive control, and bliss.

Another reason why it’s important is that it shows you what’s beyond the herd mind (or the acquired mind as Jung would say). Staying within the herd mind for too long will probably result in a less-than-desirable life, whereas the individuation process brings you into a state of wholeness. Or, in other words, being relatively unconscious of yourself will probably breed suffering and being relatively conscious of yourself will probably breed success and happiness!

And of course, you get to explore your inner world while you do it. Your inner world is something amazing, something that’s meaningful in and of itself, and the more you go into it with the intent of becoming psychically whole the better you’ll feel, and the better life will be!

My Personal Experience

I grew up with a narcissistic father and a very submissive/manipulative mother as my two parents. I was the oldest child which didn’t help much, growing up was really tough – my mind was warped, my self-esteem didn’t exist, I had to walk on eggshells all of the time, they didn’t truly care about me or my opinions, I was forced to homeschool and miss out on crucial socialization, it was religion or hit the road – the list goes on and on. I finally moved out of their house and began to heal from the deep, deep depression I was suffering from, and a large part of that was my journey through the integration process over a period of 3 years!

It was pretty grueling, especially at first – I faced my dark thoughts and feelings, disidentified from them, reintegrated them, and “matured” them into something useful and regenerative. I faced my insecurities, my shame, my fears and angers… And after a while it started to become fun! Nowadays I enjoy facing the dark/undesirable parts of my being because the individuation process works so well for me. 

I want to share what worked for me in my time of darkness – it was, specifically, the choice to heal and become everything I wanted to become. Everything else came after that, and I can genuinely say that I’m healed and integrated largely because of the individuation process itself 🙂

Tips and Tricks

There are, however, some things I wish I knew before I started! 

-It’s best to cultivate an open mind, even if you already have one. This can be done by saying/thinking, “I choose to open my mind” “I choose to open my 3rd eye.” Often this will be a consistent choice made overtime as opposed to a one-and-done deal.

-It can be hard when you’re facing your shadow for the first time. I didn’t know how hard it could actually be until I attempted it! Sometimes I felt a fear so intense I wondered if it would be the death of me, and I feel as if you may go through the same experience as well. If you become very afraid while you’re facing your shadow and/or the dark parts of your psyche I recommend disidentifying from the fear itself so that you can see it (the shadow aspect) for what it really is. If you wish you can address the fear in the same moment.

-Patience. I thought that after you disidentified from a negative belief, disidentified from the need for the negative belief, and replaced it with a positive belief the negative mood would simply vanish into thin air. But that’s not necessarily the case! Perhaps you dealt with that one problem correctly but there can be 20 other beliefs that contribute to the crummy mood/bad choices/destructive habits, etc. Please be patient with yourself while you do this, it may take a while to fully emerge on the other side.

-It’s so wonderful on the other side! When every part of you is discovered, disidentified from, and integrated there is a kind of peace and control that makes all of the effort genuinely worth it! And you can begin feeling this way even if you’re halfway through, granted it won’t be as intense or meaningful, but you’re rewarded along the way as well as at the end!

-Also, if you don’t know where to start, let your imagination run wild, ask yourself questions about yourself, and feel/see everything in your inner world with no judgement! 

Conclusion

While the individuation process isn’t very well known it’s very effective for bringing about subjective well-being. My question to you is, are you going to choose to be well/keep being well? 🙂

Thank you for reading my article! This one’s important so I really appreciate your attention, I’ll see you next time! 

Sources

I wrote this post with some help from:

Scott Jeffery

Intro

Source is a word used by the elite of our time; they use it to refer to the boundless energy that can be tapped into and access whenever we choose to do so.

When I say the word “elite,” of course, I’m referring to those who are the most conscious of our time. They are the true elite after all!

I’ll love to go in-depth with this because I wish I had someone fully explain source to me when I was beginning to wake up. Hopefully I’ll explain some things and help clear other things up, enjoy!

What Is Source?

Source is a word that refers to a meaningful subjective happening, some would argue the most meaningful subjective happening. I experience source as an ever-moving stream of metaphysical light accompanied with an intensely positive feeling, sometimes I’ll even have visions with the same feelings. I separate source from imagination because source is more powerful and more healing than imagination; with imagination I simply see within my mind, but with source I feel like I’ve come across something spectacular, ever-flowing, meaningful, healing, and positive.

I saw/felt source most prominently while I was coming down from my DMT trip. I saw it as an orb of white light on top of a red grid, and I felt like, well, how you feel when you’re coming down from a DMT trip :p.

I experience this phenomena every day, sometimes without even meaning to! It’s become so frequent that I’ve simply accepted it as a part of my life, even though I wouldn’t have even conceived of it as a young adult. Which leads into my next question…

Is Source A Myth?

In a word, no. It’s something that’s accessed with an open mind and positive intent (“I choose to experience source”), and usually it’s subjective although it’s possible to see source in the physical world as well.

Many people assert that it’s a myth, and I thought it was a myth for a long time. I couldn’t experience it for myself so it must have been a made-up scam to reel in gullible people and take their time and money! Then I took psychedelics… And, as Hicks would say, “I had my 3rd eye squeegeed clean. Er ee er ee er ee er ee!”

The biggest obstacle to experiencing source is skepticism, such a gnarly bastard. “Well you can’t trust it, just stick with what you know.” “Yeah, but what if it doesn’t work?” “Don’t you have other things to do today?” “It doesn’t exist you dummy, stop being so gullible!” Skepticism, of course, has its roots in fear… And fear is really a low, dull, and boring way to experience life. 

How Can We Access It?

Psychedelics will automatically blow you right out of the water if you take the right doses. I recommend 1.5-2 grams of psilocybin mushrooms (weigh them out) and 50-100ug of LSD (one or two tabs) for your first time, although a source-experiencing dose looks more like 3.5-5 grams of psilocybin and 150-300ug of LSD. 

Meditation works.

Choosing to open your 3rd (usually on a consistent basis overtime) eye works.

Going through the individuation process works (IE, disidentifying from thoughts, beliefs, and feelings that are detrimental to your life and becoming yourself through integration and more). I argue that this is one of the more effective ways to experience source since you’re actively building and integrating yourself while getting rid of the things that no longer serve you, on a psychological level.

And if you try one or more of these things and nothing happens, don’t fret – sometimes it takes consistency, dedication, and practice to be able to experience source on a whim!

Why Should We Access It?

If experiencing source can take a lot of time, effort, and concentration, then why do it?

Looking back on my own life I feel like the changes I made to be spiritually transcendent were just as meaningful as the actual transcendental experiences themselves. Opening my mind, disidentifying from my dangus beliefs, becoming who I wanted to be, making the right choices, creating the right intentions, becoming self-aware – I did all of these things before I sat back and really experienced source (aside from psyches). 

Now that I think about it, all I really had to do was choose to experience it, but it’s a good choice since experiencing source leads to psychological and emotional healing, among other positive phenomena.

It also seems to be an “end-state” of sorts. Experiencing source, as far as I’m concerned, is the state I experience after I shed everything else away. When I disidentify from an important archetype that controls my life what I experience in its place is source. It’s the place I want to be. It’s hard to explain unless you’ve already experienced it for yourself.

Conclusion

In conclusion, source is real and worth experiencing, even if it takes a while to really experience it. After all, it’s the same state we experience with psychedelics – who wouldn’t want to live in that state while they’re living their day to day life? 🙂

Thank you so much for reading my article! I trust it was helpful to you in one way or another, and I’ll see you in the next post!

Into

Anti-feminist warning! In my observations and search for truth I often arrive at conclusions that go against certain corrupt belief systems. These are, indeed, some of these conclusions!

Challenges are a running theme in many people’s lives, however I’m beginning to see a couple of patterns that are consistent across a lot of different people.

First, many of us Americans are hyper-focused on women’s challenges and are often consciously ignoring men’s challenges. Second, and I especially see this pattern with married couples and those who are in monogamous relationships, the anger and the spite they were exposed to in their childhood keeps itself alive through a vicious cycle that rarely lifts up! This leads me to conclude that both men and women have it tough and that it’s important to bring both of our issues to light.

I’m content in conveying exactly what I’ve observed; here we go!

The Current Focus on Women’s Challenges 

The 3rd (and some argue that we’re currently in the 4th) wave(s) of feminism have taken their progressive beliefs too far. We did have slavery in this country, and women used to be treated as if they were second-class citizens, but those days are over – now we’re focusing far too much on women, femininity, and women’s challenges in this world.

I agree that we should treat ourselves and others with respect and love, however that’s exactly what these radicals do not do, ironically enough. Many of them are very glad to watch their opposition (whether they be men or those of the opposing political group) die or become seriously injured, and they certainly won’t look past their beliefs to help them when they need/desire it. 

This wouldn’t be an issue except the far left controls most of the mainstream media. People on the far left are often the ones on city counsels. The biggest social media platforms are run by ultra-liberals. Many colleges force their students to study and memorize liberal propaganda. The house and the president are currently ultra-liberal. Etc, etc, etc.

Many people with power and influence are pushing unneeded, untrue, and detrimental propaganda. Part of that includes a corrupt over-emphasis on women’s issues. They’ll even go so far as to create issues, and it’s an attempt to make the women watching at home angry so that they’ll be hooked on their show… And because misery loves company.

Why Both Genders Have It Tough

However, both men and women have equal opportunities to have it tough, life doesn’t discriminate!

I’m beginning to wonder if the couples in monogamous relationships have it the toughest in general (speaking for America), so I’ll be focusing on you guys! 

Here’s the true anti-feminist idea I’ve been pondering: many problems arise from the woman’s emotional nature. In other words, it’s mostly the woman who creates and asserts the problem. It makes sense since her access to the logical mind isn’t as prominent as the man’s access to the logical mind (in general). She tends to become afraid first, she tends to become discontent first, she feels her emotions quite prominently, and she often cannot/will not go through the kind of logical thinking that brings surety and eases fear.

Let’s take a journey through my mind: the woman is more emotional than the man, she cannot/will not access her rational mind and use it to make herself at ease when she becomes afraid. Let’s couple this with the silent but commonly acted-out belief that women aren’t to be doing any kind of physically demanding work (or anything that’s masculine at all). Let’s couple this with the possibility that most women (most people) don’t have an IQ high enough to comprehend and change themselves.

What do you get when you combine all three? You get someone who isn’t in control of their emotions, someone who’s chronically angry (because they aren’t performing any/enough physical movement to release their anger), and someone who will never be capable of changing themselves. This suffices to describe many women who are alive today, and sometimes it works out, but often their anger/resentment/fear/insecurity gets the better of them in the long run.

So let’s say we have a guy who’s married to one of these women. He gets up and goes to work every day, and usually men get angry at something that pertains to the job whether it be inanimate objects or their co-workers. He probably subconsciously retains his anger. After he comes home he meets his wife who acts passive aggressively towards him throughout the rest of the night. Depending on how mature they are they may raise their voices, yell at each-other, or any other equivalent. This goes on for the rest of their lives!

Men have it tough because they work and deal with the stress and anger that arises partly from their job, and women have it tough because their emotions control them instead of the other way around. This is a very general synopsis and it doesn’t apply to everybody, but it suffices to explain a problem that’s experienced by many, many, many people alive today, even if it’s hidden under the surface or posing as another problem.

A Solid Solution!

Being angry all of the time is not a good, positive, healthy way to be! My solution is this:

For the gentlemen: Use your rational mind to find out why it isn’t worth being angry in any situation! Doing this consistently (that is, finding the roots of your own anger and deciding you won’t become angry anymore) will make you a man that leads by example. Do it for her, your wife/partner will subconsciously pick up on your behavior and be less angry as a result.

For the ladies: Buy a punching bag! Do some pushups! Initiate rough and passionate sex! Physically exert yourself so that your anger doesn’t reside in your body and make you an undesirable person to be around. You can also develop your rational mind and do the activity I explained for the guys.

Fear and anger are the source of many (if not all) of the problems and challenges we experience in life. If life seems tough in the moment it’s usually because of deeply held beliefs that are of a fearful or angry nature, so doing everything you possibly can to release your fear and anger will be best for you and everyone around you!

Conclusion

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I’ll see you in the next article!