-Source exists, but it can be quite the process to find!
-We can find it through meditation, life experiences, and by consuming psychedelic substances!
Source is a word used by the elite of our time; they use it to refer to the boundless energy that can be tapped into and access whenever we choose to do so.
When I say the word “elite,” of course, I’m referring to those who are the most conscious of our time. They are the true elite after all!
I’ll love to go in-depth with this because I wish I had someone fully explain source to me when I was beginning to wake up. I’ll explain some things and help clear some other things up, enjoy the read!
What Is Source?
Source is a word that refers to a meaningful subjective happening, some would argue the most meaningful subjective happening. I experience source as an ever-moving stream of metaphysical light accompanied with an intensely positive feeling, sometimes I’ll even have visions with the same feelings. I separate source from imagination because source is more powerful and more healing than imagination; with imagination, I simply see within my mind, but with source I feel like I’ve come across something spectacular, ever-flowing, meaningful, healing, and positive.
I saw/felt source most prominently while I was coming down from my DMT trip. I saw it as an orb of white light on top of a red grid, and I felt like, well, how you feel when you’re coming down from a DMT trip :p.
I experience this phenomenon every day, sometimes without even meaning to! It’s become so frequent that I’ve simply accepted it as a part of my life, even though I wouldn’t have even conceived of it as a young adult. This leads to my next question…
Is Source A Myth?
In a word, no. It’s something that’s accessed with an open mind and positive intent (“I choose to experience source”), and usually, it’s subjective although it’s possible to see source in the physical world as well.
Many people assert that it’s a myth, and I thought it was a myth for a long time. I couldn’t experience it for myself so it must have been a made-up scam to reel in gullible people and take their time and money! Then I took psychedelics… And, as Hicks would say, “I had my 3rd eye squeegeed clean. Er ee er ee er ee er ee!”
The biggest obstacle to experiencing source is skepticism, such a gnarly bastard. “Well, you can’t trust it, just stick with what you know.” “Yeah, but what if it doesn’t work?” “Don’t you have other things to do today?” “It doesn’t exist, you dummy, stop being so gullible!” Skepticism, of course, has its roots in fear… And fear is really a low, dull, and boring way to experience life.
How Can We Access It?
Psychedelics will automatically blow you right out of the water if you take the right doses. I recommend 1.5-2 grams of psilocybin mushrooms (weigh them out) and 50-100ug of LSD (one or two tabs) for your first time, although a source-experiencing dose looks more like 3.5-5 grams of psilocybin and 150-300ug of LSD.
Choosing to open your 3rd (usually on a consistent basis over time) eye works.
Going through the individuation process works (IE, disidentifying from thoughts, beliefs, and feelings that are detrimental to your life and becoming yourself through integration and more). I argue that this is one of the more effective ways to experience source since you’re actively building and integrating yourself while getting rid of the things that no longer serve you, on a psychological level.
And if you try one or more of these things and nothing happens, don’t fret – sometimes it takes consistency, dedication, and practice to be able to experience source on a whim!
Why Should We Access It?
If experiencing source can take a lot of time, effort, and concentration, then why do it?
Looking back on my own life I feel like the changes I made to be spiritually transcendent were just as meaningful as the actual transcendental experiences themselves. Opening my mind, disidentifying from my dangus beliefs, becoming who I wanted to be, making the right choices, creating the right intentions, becoming self-aware – I did all of these things before I sat back and really experienced source (aside from psyches).
Now that I think about it, all I really had to do was choose to experience it, but it’s a good choice since experiencing source leads to psychological and emotional healing, among other positive phenomena.
It also seems to be an “end-state” of sorts. Experiencing source, as far as I’m concerned, is the state I experience after I shed everything else away. When I disidentify from an important archetype that controls my life what I experience in its place is source. It’s the place I want to be. It’s hard to explain unless you’ve already experienced it for yourself.
In conclusion, source is real and worth experiencing, even if it takes a while to really experience it. After all, it’s the same state we experience with psychedelics – who wouldn’t want to live in that state while they’re living their day-to-day life? 🙂
Thank you so much for reading my article! I trust it was helpful to you in one way or another, and I’ll see you in the next post!